Maine kitni mushkilo se apna pyar haasil kiya

baat 12 decembr 2009 ki hai. jb main 21 saal ki thi. waise to m delhi ko belong krti hu pr pichle 4 saal se ludhiana reh rhi thi. aur wahi ke ek colg se graduation kr rhi thi. main vacation me delhi aai hui thi. apni sabhi friends se milne jati thi.

love story in hindi
love story in hindi

uss din yaani 12 decembr ko mai apni ek friend sonam ke colg gyi jamia.. mujhe kuch notes ki zrurt thi. meri help krne k liye sonam ne mujhe apne ek friend Aamir ka numbr dia jinke paas wo notes the..
unhone mujhe kuch notes mail kr diye pr kuch arrange krne me time lg rha tha.. 2 din isi silsile me humari norml baate hui. 14 ko mai ludhiana waps aa gyi. fir bhi hum msgs pe baate krte the.. unse baat krke pta chla wo basically gorakhpur se hain. delhi me sirf pdhai krte hain.
16 decembr ko sham ko unka yahoo messanger pe msg aaya-

“ruby pta nhi mjhe kya ho gya hai. main koi bura ladka nhi hu na hi kbhi kisi ldki se iss tarah baat ki h pehle. pr jbse aapse mila hu kuch bhi kaam me mann nhi lg rha aur aisa q ho rha h ye bhi samjh nhi aa rha. tumhe ajeeb lg rha hoga ye sab qk na tumne mujhe kbhi dekha h na maine tumko kbhi dekha h.. pr jb bhi ye msg dekho mjhse baat zrur krna..”

ye sab pdhkr main thoda ghbra gyi pr fir bhi mujhe yaad h uss waqt mere face pe smile thi.. kuki jo chiz main nhi samjh pai aamir ne uss msg me mujhe samjha di. usi waqt wo online aa gye. ab mujhe unse baat krne me sharm si aa rhi thi.. ki kya aur kaise baat kru ab. wo bole tumne msg padha.. main boli pdha bhi aur smjha bhi.aapke lie ye kitna mayne rkhta h m nhi jaanti pr mere lie iss sabka mtlb shaadi h.. aur aap plz samjho ye boht zada mushkil hai qk hum dono alag alag religion se hain.. nahi ho paega..

wo bole m jaanta hu. boht mushkil hai.. pr mai kuch bhi krunga qk ab tumse hi shaadi krunga chahe jo ho jae kyuki main tumhe boht chahta hu.. boht pyaar krne lga hu tumhe..
raat bhar mai isi baare me sochti rhi.. unn 5 dino me meri life ekdum change ho gyi.. next day mujhse rha nhi gya aur maine confess kr dia.. I LOVE YOU TOO AAMIR..
wo din humari zindgi ka sabse pyara din tha.. hum dono ek dusre ke ho gye the. uss din ke baad se hum dono ki ghanto ph pe baate hua krti thi.. raat bhar hum baate krte.
hum dono ke ghrwalo ko shak hone lga tha.. par fir bhi hum chup chupke baat krne ka mauka dhundh hi lete the..qk yhi ek sahara tha.. mile toh hum aajtk nhi the. pics bhi kbhi exchnge nhi ii thi.. live dekhna chahte the ek dusre ko..

aakhir wo khubsurt din aa gya. 6 march 2010.. aamir mujhse milne ludhiana aa rhe the.. unki train ke aane ke time se main station pohch gyi.. train toh aa chuki thi pr m pehchahti kaise??
tbhi main idhr udhr nzar daudati hui ja rhi thi.. ek ldka bookstall se kuch khreed rha tha.. meri trf uski back thi.. m chlte hue usey hi dekh rhi thi jaise mera usse koi connection ho.. wo achanak mudhe aur meri trf dekhne lge aur hum dono bina kuch pooche bina kuch btaye samjh gye ki wo aamir hain aur m ruby.. hum dono bilkul filmy andaaz me ek dusre ke paas aaye.. wo stall wala bhi dekh rha tha lol.. dono ek hi chiz bole ” kaise ho? ”
fir hasne lge.. aur wahi bench pr baithkr ekdusre ko ji bhrke dekha. fir hum waha se thodi dur ek resort me gye.. waha baithkr humne khub baate ki.. sham k 4 bj gye the. unhe waps jana tha.. hum dono boht roye. uss din hum waqai me ek hue the.. aisa lg rha tha ki kuch hum dono ko dur kr rha h. pr hum chahkr bhi kuch nhi kr skte the. qk aamir ki bdi behn ki dhadi nhi hui thi aur wo khud bhi abhi settled nhi the. hum shadi nhi kr skte the..

isi tarah kreeb ek saal beet gya.. mere dad ko kisi ne bta dia iss baare me.. unhone mujhse kaha ki main aamir ko chhod du.. maine saaf inkaar kr dia qk mere liye religion mere pyaar se zada mayne nhi rkhta.. aur dusra mere dad ne mujhe mere bhai ya mumy ko kbhi dia hi kya tha.. kbhi apni zimmedari nhi smjhi. bas rishta tha jisko nibha re the.
isi tarah ek saal aur beet gya.. pr ye saal boht mushkilo wala tha.. chup chup ke hum baat kiya krte the pr wo bhi 5-6 din me ek baar. ro ro kr din bitate..

march 2012 ki baat hai.. papa ko kahi se pta chl gya ki m ab bhi aamir se baat krti hu. wo mujhpr boht chillane lge. pr ab meri bardasht ke baahr ho chuka tha to m bhi chillayi. ye meri life h. kya main unse kbhi poocha ki q aapne apni zimmedari ache se nhi poori ki. q hr 2 mhine me wo job chhod dete aur mumy hume kiss tarah khilati kya kbhi unhone iss baare me socha jo aaj mujhe nasihat de rhe hain. ye sab sunkr wo mujhe pitne lge tb mumy beech me aa gyi aur papa mumy ko bhi maarne lge ki m unki wajah se bigdi hu. ye dekhkr mera hath unpr uth gya(jiska mujhe aaj bhi afsos hai). mumy mujhe padosi ke yha bitha kr ghr aayi aur kisi tarah papa ko delhi le gyi. ghr me mera bhai aur m hi the. mera ph bhi mujhse chheen lia gya tha. kisi tarah maine aamir se chup chap contact krke unhe sab baat batai. wo boht preshan ho gye.. pr hum ab bhi kuch nhi kr sakte the. aamir ki behn ki shadi nhi ho rhi thi jo ki 28 saal ki thi. aur hum nhi chahte the ki unse pehle humari shadi ho.

papa delhi me daadi ke yha hi rehne lge. mere final exam hi gye. 15 may ko m delhi apni maasi k yha aa gyi. mumy papa se milne dadi k ghr gyi. mujhe kahi se pata chla ki papa mujhe out of india le jane ki firaq me h taaki amir se alg kr sake. ab mujhe chinta hone lgi. maine iss baare me amir ko btaya aur unse shadi ke liye kaha. wo maan gye. 27 ko main maasi ke yha se nikli to thi daadi ke yha jaane ko pr main aamir ke sath chli gyi aur maine mom ko msg krke sab bta dia ki ab m inhi ke sath rahungi. dad se kehdo ab wo meri zimmedari se free hain. udhar ghr me hungama mach gya aur idhr main aur aamir akele delhi ki sadko pe ghumte hue soch rhe the ki ab kya kiya jaaye. na to unki didi ki shadi hui thi. khair uss raat hum unke ek dost ke yha ruke. next day subha hi hum court pohche jaha unke 3 aur dost the. court ne humari shadi ka din 29 may fix kia. hum next day fir aae aur humari shadi ho gyi. ab maslaa tha to mere rehne ka kyuki amir k ghrwalo ko nhi pta tha ki hum shadi kr chuke hain. islie fir aamir ne mujhe apne ghr se 2 gali chhodkr ek girls hostel me thehra dia.

roz subha ofc jane se pehle mujhe milkr jaate aur aate hi mujhe ghumane le jate. mere khane pine khrche hr tarah se mera khyal rkhte. dheere-2 unke bhai behno ko pta chl gya ki humari shadi ho gyi h. pehle unhone boht bura samjha mujhe. kisi tarah se meri koi help nhi krte the ulta hume alg krna chaha. udhr mere papa se to m alg ho hi gyi thi. pr ab mumy se milna bhi nhi ho pata tha. bs kbhi-2 ph pe baate hoti. isi tarah 6 mhine bert gye.. shadi hone pr bhi hum alg hi the.
novmbr 2012 aa gya. aamir bole jb kisi ko humari prwah nhi h to hum kyu alg rahe. kyu tum hostel me rahogi. unhone mujhe hostl se niklwa kr ek room rent pr lia. hum sath rehne lge pr ye baat aamir ke mum papa ko nhi pta thi. kyuki wo humari shadi k bare me nhi jante the. pta tha to sirf unke bhai behn ko. kyuki hum unke mum papa ko hurt nhi krna chate the jb tk unki didi ki shadi nhi ho jati. hum dono ek sath boht maze me khushi se reh rhe the.. roz hasi mazak krna.. tv dekhna.. ghumne jana.. khatti meethi nok jhonk..

kya beautiful life thi woh..
ek aur saal beet gya.. ye saal boht acha tha. iss ek saal me unke bhai behn aur main ek dusre se kyi baar mile. hum sabne ek dusre ko smjha bhi. aaj hum sab ek dusre se itna pyar krte h jaise kbhi alg hi nhi the. iss ek saal me maine apne mayke bhi aane jaane lgi. papa se thodi boht baat hoti. pr mumy bhai sab se ache relation ho gye aamir aur mere. bas ek chiz jo mujhe dukh de gyi wo ye ki main august me pregnant ho gyi. na chahte hue bhi hum dono ko apna bacha abort krna pda. qk 2 mhine baad amir ki didi ki shadi thi. octobr me unki shadi ho gyi. ab sab humari shadi ki tyari krna chahte the.. pr mere sasur ji boht karze me doob gye the. unki eklauti beti ki shadi tji wo bhi itne saalo baad to unhone apni haisiyat se zada ache se unki shadi ki. pr iske chlte wo meri aur aamir ki shadi delay nhi kr rhe the. ab mujhe yha samjhdaari dikhani thi. aamir ka dubai ke ek achi company me job lg gyi thi achi salary pe.

maine sabse kaha jahan itne saal beet gye 6 mhine aur sahi. aamir dubai jaayein waha se paise bhejkr pehle abbu ka sab karz khatm kre fir hum shadi krenge. ye baat sunkr sabko mujhpr boht garv hua. unke bhai behn jo shuru me mujhe selfish samjhte the ab mujhe pasand krne lge the. january 2014 ko amir dubai chle gye hain. 5 mhine ho gye ubke bina rehte.. boht yaad aati h unki.. main apni mumy ke sath reh rhi hu(kyuki papa india se bahr hi reh rhe h). 2 mhine baad wo aane wale h mujhe le jaane. main unka intezaar kr thi hu.. september me finally humara nikaah hai.. ghr me shadi ki tyariyo ka mahol h… hum dono aur humare ghrwale boht khush hain 

main bhi apni story publish to krna chahti hu pr kya procedure h nhi pta..

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